From time to time in every person, escape is desired desperately. For some, escape is ever on the brink of consciousness. There is a deep dissatisfaction with human life, one’s own life and news of the world.
It is useless, useless, said the Philosopher. Life is useless, all useless (Eccl 1:2).
With realization that human accomplishment is vanity, comes the idea of escape. Leave the bad, get to the good. How to get on the path to the good? Where is that “narrow way” (Mt 7:14) that leads to life, nirvana?

I hope you find it.